what to say what to say

this is hard to write a blog to no one!
JJ i know you'll read me-
so how are you tonite
me snow bound and hating it
i hope all goes well with the school stuff for sylvia and you
dave is so tired lately - wish the band thing wouldn't have gone down like it did

lost in this shuffle

so this is retarded
ppl who say they are 911 friends and then are not there for you at all
maybe it's me
maybe i'm too much to handle
oh well - i'll just keep on going it without them

don't know what to say

lost and forgotten
can't drive
bipolar ruling my life
cant' sleep
can't not sleep
anyone out there?
can't stop
can't stop
can't stop
want to stop

wanna be read

lookin for friends i've followed but i guess all to busy or not enough Advertisement by me - my bad - hey look me up if you follow babyhumanexperience or someone she knows she's my sil - sister in law!!

Laura's first blog ever . . .

so - are poems and prose about my life gonna interest anyone?! well here i go, so hope at least one person gets a look into my mind . . .

from her journal:
a letter to idol PRINCE during hardest time of her life:
Prince~
Although eye(as a symbol on original letter) know u may never read this,eye have 2 tell U - i heart(symbol) u! Your soul touches mine with every note of every song. Eye live in a place called University City - in St. Louis County. When u came here for ur Purple Rain tour I was there - it was the ultimate! But since then U haven't been back. Why? You've done small tours in the U.S.; Did something happen to U in St. Louis? Eye have bipolar disorder, usually known as manic depression. Through many hard times your music has been there 4 me. Eye dream to be a singer. I also dream of meeting U - it would make my heart(as a symbol) SCREAM! Pleeze consider playing St. Louis in your next tour, it would mean the world 2 me(and many other St. Louisians!)!
much heart(symbol) and soul
Love Laura
"yello" Woldow

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